A Hint Would Suffice You Know...

If You're out there listening to me,
Pray tell me which part of my misery excites You?

So I ignore You sometimes - so what?
That gives You the excuse to ignore me too?
So who is the wiser of us two - I wonder?
I am stupid and I make mistakes.
And You - the wise one - let me?
I fall, You laugh and then You help me up.
And when I am not watching,
You push me again?

Some Father You are...

Whatever happened to unconditional love, I wonder?
I love you, don't I, despite my tantrums?
I greet you every morning from my car, don't I?
That ain't enough for You?
So what is it that You really want from me?
Me all prostrated in front of You?

Do You not know that deep inside me,
I never rose from the last time I fell at Your feet...
Do You not know,
That it is in Your hands alone I believe my life to be...

How then can You watch me suffer thus?
How then can You let me fall yet again and again..
and not do anything about it?
A hint would suffice You know...

...could You not spare me even that?