Showing posts with label Observations. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Observations. Show all posts

Sunday, 30 March 2008

On Counting our Blessings (while also caring for the world)...

It is not necessary that you leave the house. Remain at your table and listen. Do not even listen, only wait. Do not even wait, be wholly still and alone. The world will present itself to you for its unmasking, it can do no other, in ecstasy it will writhe at your feet.

Franz Kafka


I found the below from a back issue of ASIAN GEOGRAPHIC...

"Glue allows the kids to lose touch with reality; it numbs their sensation and this helps them to forget hunger and the pain of street life. It is an addiction, a 'brain food' they cannot live without."

The above words were accompanied by three pictures of children addicted to glue-sniffing from the streets of Siem Reap, Cambodia - two in the act, and one lying semi-consciously from the effects of the sniffing. I have heard and read of glue-sniffing many times before, but this was way too compelling for me to flip through as just another page I've read, and not reflect further on it.

Reflections, no matter how worldly one's intentions are, often point back to one's own situation. I am no exception.

I looked at those pictures, read those words again and again, and my mind diverted to the hullabaloo Malaysia went through recently - one during which harsh accusations of racism, inequality, injustice were the talk of almost every Malaysian Indian household.

Malaysian Indians claimed they were unfairly treated, "activitists" fasted for weeks (or was it days) in retaliation, some "activists" were imprisoned and yet won the general election from behind the bars, the world famous Thaipusam festival was boycotted by many Hindus (poor Lord Muruga, how powerless YOU became then as opposed to politics/politicians...YOU finally realised I hope that in the minds of Malaysians, the objective of Thaipusam wasn't YOU after all. If it had been so, would they have boycotted you just because some political figure was linked to your temple. Time to reflect eh, Muruga? ), creative blogs turned political, and every tom, dick and harry (probably would sound better as Samy, Ah Chong and Ali - this being a multi-racial setting and all) talked politics and injustice for the sake of talking politics and injustice (sense of belonging was grossly missing till then among the community, you see).

Indeed, a hullabaloo it was.

I have lived on this land for 39 years. Yeah, I have had my days of being overlooked over a less-capable native; and probably I did end up paying (without even knowing or being bothered) extra tax charges for the pizzas I had eaten over the years (for further details, ask any other Malaysian you know, and you will be generously fed (no pun intended) with info on the WE REFUSE TO EAT PIZZA AT PIZZA HUT issue), and yeah, probably a few temples were demolished at places where I had lived over the years...

But I look back at the article on children lying on streets high on glue because they have no food to eat...and I am trying, even as I am writing this line, to figure out a way in which I can claim - in all truthfulness - that I too, can relate to that.

Can any other Malaysian, for that matter...? When was the last time we saw our kids suffer to that extent? (I am talking about the general situation in Malaysia - a scenario brought about by the economic and political situation).

And yet, look at us...
(I am at a loss for words at this point)


NOTE : I am not a member of MIC (Malaysian Indian Congress), or any other political party in Malaysia. There is not a single "political bone" in me. Heck, I don't even vote...!

For more information on Cambodian/world street children, click here


Wednesday, 19 March 2008

I Go Weak At My Knees ...

I received this link below from someone recently, and listening to it sure did bring back delightful memories of the past; delightful despite the fears and insecurities that came along with them :). The song, I believe, was released when I was in my late teens - you know, that age when one's young, dreamy-eyed imagination soars into forbidden realms even without knowing what's forbidden, and what's not. :)

When I look at young girls nowadays, and see how openly they get to deal with the sensitive phases of their lives, I marvel at how time changes the views and perceptions of their elders - the same people who, two decades ago, had a long list of taboos that dictated their lives, and whose "restricted vocabulary" mainly revolved around one word - love.

Coming back to the song - yeah, it was one of the very few that had the power to transport me to a world I knew I wasn't supposed (or allowed) to be in then. Beautiful lyrics cleverly combined with a melody that can make one go weak at the knees - age and maturity notwithstanding :)

And I couldn't resist adding the lyrics together with the video - just too tempting to resist :)

kodiyilae malligappoo manakkudhae maanae
edukkavaa thodukkavaa thavikkiraen naanae
parikkach chollith thoondudhae pavazhamallith thoattam
nerunga vidavillaiyae nenjulkullak koochcham

kodiyilae malligappoo manakkudhae maanae
kodukkavaa thadukkavaa thudikkiraen naanae

manasu thadumaarum adhu nenachchaa niram maarum
mayakkam irundhaalum oru thayakkam thadai poadum
niththam niththam un nenappu nenjukkuzhi kaayum
maadu rendu paadhai rendu vandi engae saerum

poththi vechchaa anbu illae sollipputtaa vambu illae
sollaththaanae thembu illae inba thunbam yaaraal

parakkum dhisaiyaedhu indhap parava ariyaadhu
uravum theriyaadhu ulagam puriyaadhu
paaraiyilae poovalarndhu paarthavanga yaaru
anbu konda nenjaththukku aayisu nooru
kaalam varum vaelaiyilae kaaththiruppaen ponmayilae
thaedhi varum unmaiyilae saedhi solvaen kannaa



Wednesday, 12 March 2008

Lessons From The Humble Garden...

Nature often teaches us life's greatest lessons. I learnt a few over the past week.

  • What's true today may not be so tomorrow.
  • It's important to be more aware of our surroundings - not just as something you watch and admire from afar, but as something you literally come into physical contact with.
  • People must not be classified. Human beings are way too complex to fall under classifications.
  • For every 5 annoying parts of a person, there would be at least 1 pleasant one. Turn a blind eye over the 5, and the 6th will get us going.
Yeah, nature taught me all that. I have no inkling how - but it did.



Grandness that has been near me for the past year, but which I only really noticed today



This tree, with its amazing "regrowth" in the past week, is a "teacher" in its own right




And yet, to keep us grounded to the realities of life, this too exists in the same surroundings


Friday, 7 March 2008

What Stranger Miracles Are There...?

I wonder if I am becoming obsessed with photography because it offers me a much easier world than writing. In the midst of all that wondering, I find my mind wandering to wonder if...I wonder too much! Go figure...

The twigs on a tree at my workplace that was sprouting with shoots just two days ago...enticed me towards them yet once again this evening. What a magnificent sight it was! Just last week, we thought its' end had come. And that thought made us sigh - why, we can't even save our trees, let alone people! And what do you know - being the insightful tree that it was, it decided that it was not going to make us heave another sigh of frustration...:)




...no, sir, not the people who love me enough to watch me in admiration day in day out...I wouldn't let those poor souls down. What would they look out to every morning while stirring their hot coffee if I decide to die? What would soothe them whenever they felt claustrophobic inside their rooms and came out for a breath of fresh air? And how would they live without me when I am obviously the apple of their eyes - not a day passes when they don't watch me in awe and pride because they are the few in town who have me to call their own.

I wouldn't let those poor souls down. I'll survive...if not for me, for those souls out there who think the world of me...

...and with those thoughts within its every branch, twig, leaf, roots...our dear old tree decided that it was not going to die. Bless its good old soul.




Watching their "tree friend's" fighting spirit made the fellow inhabitants of the garden rejoice like never before. Ahh..the joy of living together...



Some reached out to offer their congratulations to their tree friend...



Some stood in awe (complete with outstretched petals) at their friend's strong will to go on...



And yet some - with overflowing tears of joy - showered all those who came their way...